Start of Something New

It's 2009 and already the emotional roller coaster has begun. =/

To you:
Don't think too much about it! "Don't trip." Just be happy and don't be scared to face the truth. Lately, I don't see that happiness I used to see and I don't like seeing you sad or troubled because you have one heck of a smile. =] And mesmerizing eyes. Haha! I'm sorry... It's too late now. Maybe I shouldn't have been so scared to let you in, but for now I think we are better off as friends. I think you know that too. You're an awesome friend and I love talking to you because even though you don't always make sense, I get what you mean (surprisingly), and you give "good" advice. Haha! If you can't find happiness in where you are right now, you need to look else where. ::hug:: From one friend to another. =] Smile!

I know life is all about taking chances and going for what you want, but there is so much a person can take. I was watching 'The City' on MTV and Whitney's friend Erin said something along the lines of "I'd rather keep falling in love and getting hurt than to never experience love at all." I guess she has a point. I mean the getting hurt part sucks, but at least you know what to expect or know what you want in the next relationships.

Even though I am taught a lesson after each relationship... I never seem to learn. It is sad, but that is the truth. And the truth hurts. I just keep making the same stupid mistakes. No more! Or at least I hope no more! =/ We'll see how things go. ::fingers crossed::

"All I want is one guy to prove to me that they're not all the same." -Unknown

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